I have always wanted the best for people.  I have been a champion for all my loved ones and even people I have just met, but have never put that same energy into me. Hmmmmmmmm
Is it because I don't want to rock the boat?  We are sailing so well and it is such a beautiful ride.  I wouldn't want to tip the boat over.  (As I'm writing this the R&B song is blasting in my head).  If I did happen tip the boat over, I would grab on to the side and float with my legs lifted until we hit land. Everyone who's ever gone river rafting knows the drill, but just the thought of that even happening prevents most people from ever going on the adventure.
Why not see what happens, no one knows what is around the corner especially, on a river.  I don't need to tip the boat over to make something happen.  It has always been my mantra that if you are doing what you are here to do, everything will flow.
Oh, I may cause some disturbance, that is just my nature and when has that ever been a problem. It was a daily ritual when I was on a mission to take back my power.  Today, I'm living a beautiful, carefree life that is beyond a blessing and a dream, but I know deep in myself I am not done. There is so much more that hasn't even started for me.  My guys taught me everything I needed to know about patience, love, light, tolerance, kindness and owning my own power.  Now, I need to gather all these beautiful gifts and go forward in my journey, hoist the sails and baton down the hatches, because it's going to be crazy exciting!